Psychological and child abuse?

I think I need counselling. From 3 yrs old I remember my mother couldn't stop hitting me as she pushed my face into the floor. I think I spilt my drink.She told me constantly I was stupid. I left my coat at school when I was 5 yrs old and it was belting with rain at about 7.30pm at night pitch black . She sent me out on my bike and screamed don閳ユ獩 come back until you have it! Lucky there were cleaners there with a door still opened. She used to lose control for no apparent reason and hit me, told me she should have had an abortion and she hated me. Picked on me so much growing up, I'm fat you're hair style looks disgusting, you're ugly. She brought a t'shirt once that I liked too and brought one. She said to my dad 'why did she have to get one too??!!' and threw hers in the bin. I'm a lot older now and have a child of my own and do everything opposite to my mum to nurture and care for him. It occasionally comes back to haunt me and I get very angry and bitter

Psychological and child abuse?

I am sorry to hear all these stories abt child abuse. Nicky, if you think you need someone to talk to, speak to a professional. They will be able to help you sort things out with yourself. The impt thing to do is to make peace with yourself...Understand that you are different from your mum, and that no matter what, you will be stronger than her too. Whatever reasons she had that cause her to abuse you like that will not be happening to you again...so let go, and trust in the Lord that He will bring you peace and happiness. God Bless

Psychological and child abuse?

Sweetie, this is child abuse....coming back to haunt u can be positive in some ways, because u remember how it made u feel %26amp; u wouldnt want to do it to ur child....my suggestion...talk to someone...it never hurts to have professional help..I had a very loving childhood...my Mom was a single Mom of 2 %26amp; she worked her fingers to the bone to make sure my younger sister %26amp; I had everything we need..we didnt have everything we wanted, but we were still happy...that being said...Even sometimes I need someone to talk to about things, yes, I do go to a physcologist every so often....Love your kids to the best of your ability %26amp; then some...I am a single Mother of 2 myself %26amp; I give ALL my love to my kids....I know it is very stressful sometimes %26amp; things the kids do can get on ur nerves, but remember it is up to u to teach them right from wrong %26amp; nurture them..

I wish U all the best %26amp; I happy to see that so far u have prevailed ur horrible childhood...Good luck in the future

Psychological and child abuse?

i guess you just gotta let go n let god work in your life! just dont make the same mistakes like you said find someone to get this stuff off you chest too friend counselor or if you wanna talk im carlvinsion@yahoo.com ill be your friend to talk to if you dont have one our money to see a counselor.

Psychological and child abuse?

Nicky I am so sorry to hear that! Nicky I can honestly say that I know and fully understand where you are coming from because I to was a victim to child abuse when I was just a little kid. My childhood was more devastating to me because my birthfather was an alcoholic and would always beat my siblings and I until we were bleeding. Also, the abuse lead to drastic measures which caused me to lose my whole family including my siblings. Nicky, I fully understand where you are coming from because I live with that pain everyday. I don't know what exactly would make a mother/father abuse their child, but what I do know is that time heals all wounds. Nicky, all you can do is put the past behind you and don't make the same mistakes your mom made with you to any of your children. You must break the cycle of abuse alltogether and replace it with love and understanding. I also am a mother now and love my son so much. I would be in jail if anyone ever struck my child like that. Good Luck!!!